AND HERE IT GOES~
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
it's over.. really over nw :'(
10:44 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
i dare not sleep.. keep on sleep 1 or 2 hours and suddenly wake up like having a nightmare then cant sleep again.. i hate this feeling :(
i hope things will change.. i noe it takes time.. n maybe never again..
Labels: a feeling of emptiness
1:37 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Sunday, December 28, 2008
i wont be blogging for the time being..
i noe wad im experiencing is not the worst in life yet,
but it is the lowest in my life till nw..
i am emo, but i will try to get back myself..
10:52 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Saturday, December 27, 2008
没原因 就是喜欢你
在初次相遇 有重逢的心情
深呼吸 让心动隐形
完美的爱情 是无声的旋律
听 我听你 不确定的语气
等 我等你 放下你的犹豫
嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白 你做的决定
Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音
没原因 就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情
你前进 看着你背影
就足够世界 无条件 的放晴
你 如果已 爱上他的姓名
爱 如果已 没有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永远开心
我会情愿 渐渐被忘记
Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你
Oh I believe Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星 总会有发光的原因
Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃
8:20 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
5:03 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Thursday, December 25, 2008
went our wif baby for lunch at laobeijing for high tea buffet.. it's so damn nice! nice recommendation by xl.. and the price is reasonable.. after gst n ser charge, 13.50 per person :):)
a great day out! gave baby the present that i bought.. hope she likes it :) n my baby baked cookies for me :):)
sent baby home and i went home to put things and change to bermudas as it was raining cats n dogs.. after that went down to raffles city to meet zhunjian xuanlong n rayner.. after that kenneth joined too.. but xl went home.. gab joined at 2.30am.. went to slack slack movie slack slack den came home.. lobang the guys' cab home as i realli no money le :( thx a lot guys.. so paiseh :(
i wan find another job to keep myself busy!! n oso earn money!! at 12am msg gabriel "merry christmas and may god bless all guys wif more money" lol.. and gab replied may money drops frm the sky!! lol... if the movie bedtime stories is real, i wish money can drop from the sky too instead of candies.. haha
im glad things are fine..
i felt a sudden change in my lifestyle in terms wad i normally do.. i tink i nid time to adapt to the change..
2:21 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
may god bless everything..
hope everything will be ok.. get well
11:36 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Sunday, December 21, 2008
happy birthday to mummy!!
im alone at hm nw.. damn fuking sian.. damn fuking bored..
parents went out to get something.. but tink now it's nt needed le..
jus called them to ask them no nid buy le..
disappointment..i tot i would be happy.. but im not..
5:12 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Saturday, December 20, 2008
i've tried driving a car!!! on the top lvl of my hse there de carpark! hohoho.. fun!! but nt as easy as i tot.. haha..
baby is back! :):)
11:32 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
finally.. baby is coming back soon! few more hours!! :):) hope can see her when she reaches home!!
worked rtc frm 9am to 11.30pm! leg damn tired!! argh..
3:50 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Thursday, December 18, 2008
once upon a time
an angel in the sky
made comfort
every night
once upon a time
the angel loved me so
it's a miracle
in the snow my heart won't be cold
my dear, you are my angel
tell me what you know
something should be told
my dear, you are my angel
tell me where you go
I will breathe behind your love
once upon a time
my angel give me life
2:03 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
went to play numberball snooker with hh n xl today.. lol.. we really broke, played 10cents bonus, game 20cents LOL :) n i won 2dollars :):) but overall nid to pay 5dollars for the table still.. haha.. ate something wif hh and went back home..
sian.. gt rtc bookings oni on fri n sat.. which means.. tmr most likely im gg to rot at home! :(
unless sijin tmr can play mahjong, if not shuwei and benben oso not playing le bah.. hope sijin can come :) but if cannt oso nvm.. i understand.. find job is more impt than playing mahjong bah.. jy! hope he can get a job soon! gt money le, den we play big big mahjong! LOL!
sat is coming in 3 days time!! jus slp 3 more nights n then wait for few hours after i wake up, and baby will be back!!!! yeah.. miss her badly!! :'(
11:35 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
stayed at home whole day today! watched forensic heroes2 for the whole afternoon! haha..
shit im oni left wif the last disc which im gg to watch now.. wad am i gg to do for the rest of the week till sat??!! sian sian sian..
我好想你哦!4 more days!! saturday faster come pls! :(
10:06 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Monday, December 15, 2008
WHEE!! my baby msged me!! finally.. so happy!! :):):):)
9:19 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
went to sentosa wif S22 guys today! met as early as 9am to eat mac and then took train to harbourfront mrt station.. initially it was rather sian cos it's drizzling.. but we still went to sentosa.. when we reached sentosa.. we took the tram ride to tanjong beach and found out that there is no more volleyball court there.. so we wanted to go back to siloso beach.. nt wanting to waste time waiting for tram, we walked all the way to a shop where we bought volleyball and frisbee b4 we took tram back to beach station and walked to siloso beach.. played soccer 4vs4.. heehee! im the man of the match.. lol.. despite im the noobest there, i scored 4 out of 5 goals for my team consisting of me, andrew, tangwah and si jin! :) played frisbee too.. but im noob :P leave around 4.30 for shower and proceeded for dinner at vivo.. took train n lrt home and here i am!
chaota today! pain pain :'( haha.. im so tired.. slept at 5am 2nights ago and 4am last night.. shall aim to slp by 3am tonight!! jiayoujiayoujiayou! :)
baby baby 突然好想你..你会在哪里??

8:21 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Sunday, December 14, 2008
sian.. im off to work le :( damn rtc!
miss you..
3:56 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
it's oni 2hrs and im alrdy missing my baby.. tis 8days wad am i gg to do? :(
12:54 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Saturday, December 13, 2008
went out today.. to bugis.. nth much.. bought something for baby.. hope she likes it.. im really broke.. hope tt wad i bought which is still within my financial ability and u will like it bah!:) trust my taste :P although cheap, but i tink it's cute n meaningful bah..
nth much today.. chatted quite a lot wif zj, gab, rayner and xl.. n tink money is the roots of all problems! haiz.. ive sent out mine n baby's resume to 3 companies requesting for temperory admin assistant job.. hope we will be accepted and hope can work tgt bah.. hope things will get better..
12:19 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Thursday, December 11, 2008
hehe.. went sentosa wif baby today.. although the weather sucks.. but it's still quite good to get drenched in the rain once in a while :) and sandwiches i made baby says is nice.. whee!
went to watch BOLT at plaza sing :) the movie was nice! recommended to watch ehhh! haha..
ate dinner at xingwang hongkong restaurant before the movie.. the food was damn nice! and the portion was damn big.. a plate of ramen can actually fill 2 ppl stomach lo.. when settling the bill, the card machine of tt restaurant was spoilt or something tt baby's and my card gt rejected :( wasted our time and we gt to pay by cash! the manager tried 3times wif my card and once wif baby's card.. hope the money was nt deducted thrice.. if nt.. i'll go back screw their ass!! :P
here's some pic of the damn nice hongkong food and also the glutton-TANKHAITING! hohoho:P


11:51 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
真实
你说的话 在我心中生了根
爱得很深 所以心很疼
记忆 在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉 另外一个人
我等 等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真
太多疑问 知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开 也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
1:07 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Monday, December 8, 2008
im back frm work! like finally.. worked since 12pm.. damn tired..
i gt no mood to blog nw.. seen something which realli dampens my mood :( i noe it dun mean anything much but i jus get on my nerve to see tt.. fuck it!
2:11 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Saturday, December 6, 2008
im back!
started work at rtc on friday... damn.. quite xiong.. as i've lost touch for abt a yr.. and first day at work gt to serve 4 tables wif a partner.. considering tt my partner is someone who started work tis yr, few weeks b4 me bah.. he can carry ovaltray, but jus cant portion yum ring, fish and noodles etc.. damn.. den i gt to portion 3 or 4 tables for these dishes.. standing in the serving position for too long can really cause back injury :( also hh joined rtc too.. first day for him and his partner suxs.. his partner dropped a platter of yum ring and then keep giving jiao bin and somehow blaming it on hh.. xl went back to work too and his first day partnered a gal who oni stand there n do nth..
enuff wif work! haiz.. working is nv easy n fun actually! :(
anw.. went out wif baby today.. bought present for my mama..
10:38 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
11:10 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
10:11 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;