Love hurts when you break up with some one. Hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person, you love has no idea how you feel.
1:15 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Thursday, February 26, 2009
another boring week is gg to be over soon.. everyday i will say the same thing.. "很累leh, 不想上班.." but in the end i still went-.- tmr is friday.. last 55 dollars i will earn for the week.. sian.. still thinking of how i can entertain myself for the 8hrs tmr! :(
results gg to be released soon.. tink 6march? nxt fri.. im nt realli nervous abt it eh.. is tis smth wrong? or maybe i gt a feeling i wont do well bah): time is running out.. im gg ns in april.. it seems so far.. but yet it's so near... i dun tink ive really enjoy myself b4 i go tekong..
im doubting my choice.. i really dunno if wad im doing is right or wrong.. does it improve anything? or jus nth at all? im running out of time
now i'm missin' you and i'm wishin' you would come back through my door..
1:31 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Friday, February 20, 2009
im sorry my frens.. i noe u guys are concerned.. but i really dun hav an answer now.. im really at a lost.. i really duno what to do.. becos i noe i love her..
omg.. i jus read aiwei's blog.. i dunno wad exactly happened to her fren.. i tink he passed away? what happened if someone close to me realli pass away the next moment? i was asked 2days ago too.. if im the unlucky one to pass away? will my existence makes a difference? i dunno.. where will i go when im dead? what will the place be like? hell or heaven? it's all a question mark!?!
sian.. jus played overnight mahjong wif yichuan, benben and hwanhong.. i suddenly feel the sense of loneliness n emptiness after they went off.. silence, my whole room suddenly turned so quiet that jus cant stop mi from thinking of a lot of things.. im thinking of someone.. tat someone.. im realli confused! i dunno whether what im doing is right or am i jus doing smth to convince myself that i still hav hope.. heard quite a lot a lot of advices recently frm my frens.. many different perspectives.. mostly were against while oni a few supported wad im doing.. wad tangwah told me the previous night really has a great impact in me n made mi think over it again n again.. wad should i do? 跟着感觉? i nid an answer.. seriously.. i dun wan tis to drag on.. but.. 开不了口 :(
20feb.. i will noe my decision.. deadline..
6:26 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Saturday, February 14, 2009
11:15 PM
all alone under the stars.; ;
First of all.. Happy Valentine Day to all!!!
went to pjc for the orientation finale jus now to meet my classmates, n frens! played basketball wif the odacians! n against some ex students frm my batch.. intense match! but fun.. so long nv play le.. lol.. as usual, when the sky darkened, the music is on.. n the dances came in! pjc mass dance, fun dance, n dunno wad else de dances nv fail to make the college high on the finale night annually.. didnt join the dance but sat aside wif the odacians cos i dunno how to dance.. forgot! haha.. when the pj newbies, the j1s went up to hall for their performances, the parade square simply became the frisbee ground.. haha.. seldom play frisbee wif in sch, but oni at sentosa wif class guys.. anw.. regretted nt joining odac instead.. haha jk.. badminton is still wad i preferred! =D
when the whole event ended, went to lot 1 mac to hav dinner! the whole mac is like so freaking hot, the air con nt working bah.. gt a suddenly craving for beef n so i ordered big mac meal!! regretted.. the worst meal i ever had.. nt becos of the food.. but becos of the heat.. i took a lot a lot of serviettes(did i spell it correctly?), but not to wipe my hands or mouth, but to wipe away the nv ending dripping perspiration on my face... damn.. imagine the surrounding temperature!=C one thing i must mention.. haha.. yichuan is realli nt the yichuan we noe when he's wif his baby.. lol.. we will be like transparent n they are jus being in their own world in front of us.. lol.. too sweet le i will say? lol..
valentine day supposed to be a happy day for everyone.. but im still worrying how mine will be.. hope i'll find my happy ending..
Love is not an exam to pass or fail, Love is not a competition to win or lose, but Love is a feeling in which you care for someone more than yourself.. can u feel my love for you?
If the heart is always searching Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone I'll never make it on my own Dreams can't take the place of loving you There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true
When you look me in the eyes And tell me that you love me Everything's all right When you're right here by my side When you look me in the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven I find my paradise When you look me in the eyes
How long will I be waiting To be with you again? I'm gonna tell you that I love you In the best way that I can I can't take a day without you here You're the light That makes my darkness disappear
When you look me in the eyes And tell me that you love me Everything's all right When you're right here by my side When you look me in the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven I find my paradise When you look me in the eyes
More and more I start to realize I can reach my tomorrow I can hold my head up high And it's all because you're by my side
When you look me in the eyes And tell me that you love me Everything's all right When you're right here by my side
When I hold you in my arms I know that's it's forever I just gotta let you know I never wanna let you go
'Cause when you look me in the eyes And tell me that you love me Everything's all right (It's all right) When you're right here by my side (By my side) When you look me in the eyes I catch a glimpse of heaven Oh, I find my paradise When you look me in the eyes
whee!! went to nike warehse sale at expo wif kt today.. nt bad eh.. the stuff there quite cheap!! bought a white nike polo tee and a cap.. hahaha... a cap to cover my botak head in april.. after tt headed to achor point to eat steamboat for 2 at koufu.. damn nice.. it's oni 26, means 13 per person.. cheap n nice.. damn filling too! worth the money! wonder y sp de koufu dun hav sia :( n yes.. once again.. highly recommended by pangpang.. so all the gluttons out there.. try it! wanted to take pics of the meal when the soup was served, but decided to take one after the ingredients come.. but.. i was too freaking hungry and so i forgot to take! but i still took 2 pics of the meal while eating halfway..
after dinner.. went to queensway! AND!! I PIERCED MY LEFT EAR! my first one!! wahahahaha... HUANG ZHUN JIAN who is in tekong nw.. if u gt the chance to see tis! i tell u.. ive pierced! hahaha.. we mentioned abt wanna pierce for 2yrs++ but always chickened out outside the shop.. wahaha.. ive done it.. when's ur turn?? hahaha.. let's be tekong chao ah beng tgt!
12:23 AM
all alone under the stars.; ;
Friday, February 6, 2009
been working for the whole week.. damn tiring... bad things happened and work is no longer the same.. liew decided to quit and nv join back :( sian.. who is gg to talk cock wif me at work nw? who is gg to pei me eat a damn large plate of rice during lunch nw? NOOOOO!! anw.. work is damn sian today.. heard frm maggie tt liew is quitting and i gt no mood to work.. damn sian.. slacked frm 11am till 1pm for lunch.. after lunch worked an hour plus n slacked all the way till 5pm.. headed to plaza sing for dinner n walked around town.. im tired.. realli tired..