yeah.. im back to blog.. first of all.. the happiest thing tt im feeling nw is tt tmr will be my last day of work at sp.. woohoo!! finally i can be at home during weekdays.. so, jus feel free to jio me out during weekdays or to play badminton or basketball or even mahjong!! =)
im left with 29days b4 i go ns.. i really hope my last 29days can be very happy.. i wan enjoy myself b4 i go tekong..
been thinking abt courses which i would like to take in uni these few days.. one word.. HEADACHE! im nt satisfied wif my result! or in fact quite disappointed.. i see my frens around me getting their Bs n As for GP, but im the suckest one wif a S.. yes.. a failed one.. dumbshit.. a lot ppl have talked to me regarding failing gp.. i understood.. but it's jus very sad to fail a subject at Alvl, esp the most impt gp.. it really makes mi very worried when thinking abt wad course should i choose, will i be rejected becos of my gp? my prefered courses are business, but it requires AAAA which i oni hav half of it.. industrial & system engineering which is the same AAAA.. damn..chem engineering oso AAAA.. maritime studies which requires ABBB but has oni 49 places in ntu.. or maritime studies with business major which requires AABA but has oni 16places in ntu.. all these courses which i desired can say is impossible for mi to get in bah.. nt oni becos of my gp cos i can retake at the end of tis yr.. but oso my h2.. i gt AAC.. the C there is jus so disgusting!!! realli regretted not studying hard for phy.. if i gt a B instead.. it will be so much better.. haix..
guess i will hav a decision after i go for the open hse on saturday bah..
im really scare things will be like last time.. there's a lot of things i dun even dare to mention again.. i hope things will be fine..
you look a bit deeper into a person before accepting them and you show people around you how you feel not afraid who says anything, you'd rather end up with someone not good looking but would be there for you at the end of the day, you go for it 100% when you go into a relationship and usualy take a long time to get over the person you dated last just remember you should rather go out and meet people than sit at home and sulk about what you thought was love, so dont let 3 strikes keep you from getting back in there and bating, you are a beuatiful person stay the way you are and dont change for the world
